You can prepare for directing a play by
researching, imagining and planning,
but nothing can prepare you for the discoveries
you will undoubtedly encounter once
you enter a rehearsal room. Every day you
see the play anew; an actor’s comment, an
image a designer creates, or a writer changing
a sentence can all contribute to an awakening
of thoughts and ideas.
Early in our rehearsal period, our youngest
cast member—the actor playing Acan, “JJ”
(Jahnangel) Jimenez, an 11-year-old whose
Mexican immigrant parents spoke only
Spanish to him as a young child—shared
what it was like to enter kindergarten as
a monolingual Spanish-speaker. He was
surprisingly open and very articulate when
he spoke about it, which made it all the
more painful. He told us of the bullying
he received: “Go back to where you came from!” the kids would yell. I imagined “JJ”
as a California-born, innocent five-year-old
hearing this, and it was a soul-crushing
image. An incredibly astute and observant
little boy, he continued by saying that with
our new administration, he fears it’s only
getting worse.
Yes, this is a play about the painful experience
of an immigrant, but to hear about the
experience from the perspective of a child in
the room made it all the more real.
In Mojada, an ambitious Jason says to
Medea, “Everyone pays in this country.” If
you want to live in America, you’ve got to
give up part of yourself. “It all comes with a
price,” he says.
How is it that, as Americans, we can so
easily undervalue our layered history? How
is it that the intense pressure to conform
overshadows the opportunity to welcome
our rich cultural differences? Treasured values,
legacies and traditions are bulldozed all
in the name of progress, without the blink of
an eye. What are we afraid of?
The painful and complicated event at the
end of the play is much more than simply
an act of rage; It is a desperate act of declaration.
Medea is saying, “I am here! As an
indigenous person, as a woman, as a mother
and as an immigrant! We belong here, all of
us, with our cultural identity and our history!
We are American!”
She is a warrior declaring war.
—Juliette Carrillo